I'm about to go visit my grandma, and I don't want to be there right now. I'm not in the mood for people. I'm in the mood for to be locked inside my room and slowly slip into madness. I have a ton of work to do, so the stress will probably drive me insane. I have a review on yesterday's concert to write, and I have to clean my room before Monday. I have tons and tons of homework to do before Monday and I'm going to practice for my Finnish test, which is on Wednesday. I think this will be the busiest weekend this year, yet two days ago I had no plans whatsoever for my two days off.
I have to be at my sisters play tomorrow and then I'm baking gingerbread cookies with Christoffer. I'll probably stay at his place for the rest of the day.
like I said; a very busy weekend.

I'm going to be away from home all day, from eight in the morning to god knows when. First I'll have school, then I'll be in Kokkola with a few friends and Christoffer, and then I'll be at a concert with classical music. I'll probably fall asleep in two minutes.
I'm really not sure that I'll make it through the day without taking an accidental nap on the bus from school to Kokkola.
Also I really want to write some kind of short stories for the blog, but I haven't had any ideas for it yet, so that'll have to wait for another week or so. I just need to get some inspiration and some sleep before I start to work on that.
I feel like I've got less time than my friends do. I have no time for myself whatsoever and I barely sleep. When did my life become so busy? There's always people to meet and things to do... I sometimes wonder if my days have 22 hours instead of 24

I just got back from representing my school in front of 9th grade students, the one's who'll apply to high schools this spring. It was really, really fun and I was there with Caroline and Martin, 17 & 16. We had a lot of fun, got to answer some questions about our school, and we laughed a lot in between questions. I think next years students will be just as fun as the ones who applied this fall.

Also, there's about two weeks left of school this semester. I'm really looking forward to getting the holidays off, and I really need to get some rest. My school spirit has been slacking off these few last weeks, and I've barely gotten any work done. Still, I do believe that I'll get it back as soon as I get some rest. I'm just increadibly exhausted from both school and work, and it feels like I have no time for myself anymore :(

I'm dying slowly and incredibly painfully. Math will be the death of me, I promise you that. The teacher hates me, and I'm so bored that I can't possibly concentrate on what I'm supposed to do. My issues with math are deeply rooted, and I need someone to help me. Like seriously. My brain does not work before 10 in the morning.
I've been browsing the Internet for about half an hour, just so that I won't fall asleep.
Today I'm going to the library. I feel the urge to borrow a new book to read, probably something in English. I'm also really bored at home, so a new book will be close to mandatory.

Today I went on a short trip to town, Pieatarsaari <3 I like that city, it's amazing for taking walks ^^ Now my legs are kinda sore, especially my hip :( So when I go to school tomorrow I'm going to be hella sore all over ;) But that's not new, now is it?
I have to go make some dinner ^^
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Ps. These pics are from today's first walk ^^

Tomorrow, my boyfriend is visiting for the first time ever. There's no need to say that I'm already jumpy as fuck, trying to get out stains that aren't even there, dusting every five minutes.. All that shiz. But, at least I get to spend time with him, and cuddle with him, and bite his neck ^^ He's really tall, so any contact I get with his neck is precious x) As you guys may or may not know (depending on if you have dated me or not) I love when I get to touch someones neck/shoulders or when someone touches my neck/shoulders. It feels intimate and adorable to me. And yes, I know it's weird, don't even bother pointing that out -__-

Also, we got our tests today. My results were 7-, 8+, 9 and 9+ which is like... pretty good, I think. I'm kinda upset about the religions-test though. Also, I didn't get my biolody-test yet, which sucks.. That was the important one, and I really want to know how it went. I'm think it's going to be at least a 9 ^^

I've finally cleaned my room, which is like amazing o.= I can see my bedroom floor! x) No but seriously, it needed cleaning, like badly 0.o ... I just realized that I've used a lot of emojis this time. Does it bother you? Becuase I love emojis, and I feel the need to use them kinda constantly.. If people could speak emoji as fluently as I am, I'd be so happy, Because when I use emojis they just stare at their screens. And yes, I've never seen them do it. And no, I have no proof what so ever. Still though. Emojis <3

I kinda have to go.. I'm supposed to read this book and do my math homework, before when Christoffer's here, were not going to do any work at all ;) Also, I've promised Lotta to help her with some math before monday, so I kinda have to be in 3247165142 places this weekend. My cousin is turning 11, I'm supposed to go out with S, I should remeber to wish all of my friends good bye (those lucky few are going to the US this weekend and staying for two weeks..) I'm probably going to forget to do that. But if I do: "Heyyy, have a nice journey, and punch a racist person for me!"

Okay, hugz!
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