As many of you know, I love my blog. It's perfect for me, and I've been falling in love with it more and more recently. This si the place I feel like I can vent, and I hope that you like whatever you choose to read from my many categories. Anyways, this happened last night;

These are my numbers of readers throughout the day, and would you please explain? As you see, someone views my blog 15-50 times a day, and then suddenly yesterday; Bam! 267 views. I'm kinda proud actually, and I was hoping some of you might be able to explain the sudden increase in readers. I'm really happy for it though, and I hope that at least some of them will stay. It's always fun to know that I have people who reads the crap I write ;)

Känns som att jag försummat den svenska sidan av bloggen ett tag, och precis som vanligt så är jag väldigt ledsen över det.. Det är inte att jag har varit speciellt upptagen, jag har liksom bara glömt bort att jag ska blogga på svenska också.. Så, sowwy.

Har börjar fundera på att skriva den längre finskan (A-finska), i studenten istället för att skriva den medellånga som jag ursprungligen planerade att göra. Ska testa göra en hörförståelse på svårare nivå nästa gång, och om det går bra så skriver jag den svårare nivån i studenten sen på hösten :)

Jag har haft ett samtal med min klassföreståndare (för någon orsak anser de att de bör prata med alla sina elever nu och då), och det gick helt bra. Vad jag inte riktigt gillade var att hon frågade saker om mitt förhållande med Christoffer.. Hon tycker tydligen att vi är ett sött par x)

Julfestplaneringen går framåt även om jag har missat det mesta av den. Jag måste försöka komma ikapp, men kan ju redan det jag ska göra till största delen, så det borde nog gå bra. Tror jag x) och om jag har mycket att lära, så lär jag mig lika snabbt som jag bloggar; ett par sidor på några minuter ;)

I övrigt har jag inte speciellt mycket nyheter. julen närmar sig med stormsteg och jag börjar vara riktigt taggad inför julfirandet. Bara jag kunde hitta någon julklapp till C, så skulle saker och ting ordna sig riktigt bra. Hade först tänkt måla en tavla till honom, men så började jag tvivla på min förmåga att måla, så jag struntade i det och började fundera på tusen andra saker jag skulle kunna ge honom. Jag måste också se till att han dras hit till oss någon dag, det är alldeles för länge sen sist.

Jag har tusen andra personer som borde få komma hit också, men jag har inte haft tid.. känns som att jag har sprungit omkring mer än vad som är tillåtet av finska lagen x)
Nu ska jag sätta mig och fortsätta läsa till finskaprovet. Alltid ett nöje att lära sig "främmande" språk ;)

"Think it's best we go our separate ways. / Tell me why I should stay in this relationship / when I'm hurting baby, I ain't happy baby? / Plus theres so many other things I gotta deal with. / I think that you should let it burn."

"I carry a smile when I'm broken in two. / And I'm nobody without someone like you. / I'm trembling at night and nobody knows it but me."

The Tony Rich Project

"It's been so lonely without you here / Like a bird without a song. / Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling. / Tell me baby, where did I go wrong?"

Sinead O'Connor

And now I'm crying. Awesome

... stand impeccably still. I just want to go home, but the bus keeps me stuck in the centre of the village. I have tons of stuff to do, training for tests for example. I can't do that in a bus, it's too quiet. I need something sounding like a warzone to be able to study. As much sounds as possible, and a sideorder of chaos, thank you!
We're finally moving forward and my head is pounding like a drum.
I spent an hour with Christoffer today, at the library. I really enjoyed it, as always. The library is my favourite place in this lousy little community of ours. That's the one place that I really can relax. And of course, with my friends. Especially Christoffers. He's like a portable safe place for me. Cheesy but true. I love being with him, because when I am, it feels like I've been holding my breath every second I've been away from him. It's also cheesy, but incredibly true. It's like there's only oxygen around him..
Anyways, time for me to go be sociable!
Bye ^^

I've started watching Game of Thrones (finally, one might add), and I'm absolutely loving it. But I'm already falling in love with the series. Which hurts me lots, since I've read the books and knows what happens. I love the way Martin tells the story in the books, and I absolutely love the casting that has been made with the series. I especally love Jean Bean in his part as Lord Stark of Winterfell. If one of my many future characters get cast half as well (if I'm ever lucky enough to become an acknowledged writer), is cast half as good, then I'll be an increadibly lucky writer.

I'm about to go visit my grandma, and I don't want to be there right now. I'm not in the mood for people. I'm in the mood for to be locked inside my room and slowly slip into madness. I have a ton of work to do, so the stress will probably drive me insane. I have a review on yesterday's concert to write, and I have to clean my room before Monday. I have tons and tons of homework to do before Monday and I'm going to practice for my Finnish test, which is on Wednesday. I think this will be the busiest weekend this year, yet two days ago I had no plans whatsoever for my two days off.
I have to be at my sisters play tomorrow and then I'm baking gingerbread cookies with Christoffer. I'll probably stay at his place for the rest of the day.
like I said; a very busy weekend.

I'm going to be away from home all day, from eight in the morning to god knows when. First I'll have school, then I'll be in Kokkola with a few friends and Christoffer, and then I'll be at a concert with classical music. I'll probably fall asleep in two minutes.
I'm really not sure that I'll make it through the day without taking an accidental nap on the bus from school to Kokkola.
Also I really want to write some kind of short stories for the blog, but I haven't had any ideas for it yet, so that'll have to wait for another week or so. I just need to get some inspiration and some sleep before I start to work on that.
I feel like I've got less time than my friends do. I have no time for myself whatsoever and I barely sleep. When did my life become so busy? There's always people to meet and things to do... I sometimes wonder if my days have 22 hours instead of 24

I just got back from representing my school in front of 9th grade students, the one's who'll apply to high schools this spring. It was really, really fun and I was there with Caroline and Martin, 17 & 16. We had a lot of fun, got to answer some questions about our school, and we laughed a lot in between questions. I think next years students will be just as fun as the ones who applied this fall.

Also, there's about two weeks left of school this semester. I'm really looking forward to getting the holidays off, and I really need to get some rest. My school spirit has been slacking off these few last weeks, and I've barely gotten any work done. Still, I do believe that I'll get it back as soon as I get some rest. I'm just increadibly exhausted from both school and work, and it feels like I have no time for myself anymore :(